New Beginnings?

2012 has been a great year no doubt. I've gained friends, Lost a first love, Got TRULY heartbroken, Lost a friend who I used to call my best friend, Thought I found "The guy", Became a lot closer to old friends, Went away on vacation with my friend and her parents, Met Lauren ,Went to highschool, Started becoming more active on YouTube, Made a Blog, Got told my dreams aren't as crazy as everyone says they are, Tinychatted with Abraham Lim and Tyler Ford, Became a part of my first ever High school Musical "Footloose", and so many, many more things.

I can say that I'm ready for 2013 and I hope it's going to be "My Year". I mean surely sometimes life doesn't always work out the way we want it to. I'm just hoping that through all the heartbreak of 2012 it doesn't happen again in 2013. Through life I guess everyone gains friends, that means that we also loose some. I lost a friend who I used to call my best friend. We still talk but we never hang out anymore or do anything like we used to. I guess it happens to everyone. The only good thing about this was that through it I actually gained more friends and became so close to them.

Everyone has a first love. That one that you wish to be with forever. I was lucky enough to have mine in 2012. Things change, and so do people. The relationship lasted 8 months and then it was gone. I lost him and a friend. However, I started talking to him again only to find out he had a girlfriend. I was completely heartbroken but we can't always have what we want. There was the time I had truly thought that I found "The Guy" only to find months later I rushed out of a relationship and I still had feelings for my first love.

I gained the guts to go on vacation with a friend. I get homesick and I miss my mom when I'm gone away from her for a long time. That's why I never went on vacation with a friend before. I'm so glad I went though because I met an inspiration. I met Lauren of Someonelikeyou18. This also made me so much closer to the friend I went with.

I experienced High school for the first time. I started becoming much more active on YouTube. I reached over 900 views on one single video. So close to crossing off something off my bucket list. (1,000 views on one video.) I with the help of a friend got a blog and started writing posts.

I tinychatted with influences of mine; Tyler Ford and Abraham Lim. I was told by Tyler that my dreams aren't as crazy as everyone says they are. One last thing. I became a part of My first ever High school Musical "Footloose". I'm super excited for rehearsal to start and I'm ready for 2013.

I love a lot of things about this past year and yes there are other things that I disliked about this year but Life can't always go the way you would like it to. I'm ready for the new year and ready to see what it brings to me.

With much love, 

Kristina Rene'

Ps- Happy New Year!!