Highschool?

So, this is going to be the last post of my summer vacation, yikes.. I'm so nervous for Highschool, no lie. I don't really know why, I just am. I mean ever since I was little I couldn't wait to go to High school and now that it's finally here I'm like super nervous. Sure, I've got friends to get me through but I don't know it's just weird, I don't feel like it's time to be in high school just yet, Ya know?  I really think these four years are just going to fly by and then I'll be in college, studying to become a pediatrician. I'm not ready for that, I'm going to be leaving all of my friends and family behind and well yeah, I'm not even going to talk about college right now... Anywho it's just so weird for me to be going to high school, I'm going to have different routines and a lot of stress on my shoulders. I don't even know how much time I'm going to have for all of my videos, social media, and blogging, it's going to be hard but I'm going to try and keep doing it. So what are my last thoughts before I offically become a high schooler? I truly can't really answer that, I have a lot of thoughts, I'm nervous and all but when I sit here and think what it's gonna be like I think it's gonna be fine. My main thought though is that I am going to get lost. Over the years of my musicals that I've been in I have made friends with upper classmen so it really couldn't be too hard to get around and stuff should it? I don't really know but hopefully not. I had an orientation and what not but that still isn't enough for me to know where my classes are, Oh well, I guess I'll get around..

These are mainly my thoughts before I officially enter high school. I think I'm ready and I sure hope so. Well, I might be able to write a post tomorrow. Goodbye Everyone.

Yours truly,

Krissy.

Ps, Really sorry for the short post I just don't really know what to write about this because well, It's all just jumbled up in my mind and I don't want it to be all jumbled up on my blog. I'll write a post soon,

Nellie Veitenheimer

I was recently on Youtube well, I'm always on Youtube but anyway, I was just curious if anyone had posted Nellie Veitenheimers new original song "Lights". There were a couple of them and I just clicked on one to listen to the song and do the occasional and scroll through the comments. As I was reading down there was this really long comment that was standing up for Nellie and saying this stuff so I wanted to see the comment in which this person started ranting about. I clicked the show comment button and it had said That Nellie only wants money and she doesn't even care about her fans. I was about to flip out about it and comment back but then, What good of a person would I be? I had went back and read the big long paragraph that the person had written in reply to this. This was the main jist of it. 

"That's both an unfair and untrue statement. Of course Nellie cares about her fans otherwise she wouldn't bother re tweeting them or thanking them at all. If an artist writes a beautiful original song, do u not think they deserve to be paid for it? If an author writes a terrific book or an artist paints a masterpiece, do you think they don't deserve compensation for the time and energy they put into their work?"

I totally 100% agree with this, What Musician doesn't deserve money for their hard work of writing a song? Surely Nellie took a long time to figure out how to make this a wonderful song that people would enjoy. I just wish some people could take the time to realize that. I honestly don't care what people have to say. Nellie Veitenheimer IS and ALWAYS will be an inspirational person not only to me but to her fans all around the world. I know that she will always love her fans because with out them she wouldn't be able to do what she does. Honestly people can just get over themselves because they are just jealous of her.

I think I'm going to stop with this little rant thing before I get to out of control. As always Nellie you will be an inspiration to many many many girls out there and you're music inspires us more I don't care what people say. You truly has a voice that really is rare. I could recognize it in a heartbeat and thats what I love about it. It just speaks to me, If I need inspiration, if I'm upset I put on a song of yours and boom, I feel better so I thank you so much for that. I honestly don't think you'll ever read this either but if you do then keep doing what you do and you must know your true fans love you now and forever. <3
Yours truly,
Krissy 

Throwbacks and New Beginnings

Trick or treating with my best friend Zach

5th birthday party or maybe 6th with my bff Zach

I wanted to help clean the bathroom.

mini golfing and striking a pose as I always did when I was younger

My last bike ride with training wheels. 

So today is what most people on instagram would call tbt (Throw back Thursday) I'm always so overwhelmed seeing people's pictures from years ago. As I was on my computer uploading photos to Facebook I just had to go through all of my old pictures that are on my laptop. I almost started to cry as I was looking over most of them (These only being a few). It just brought back so many memories for me. More than I though possible for a day. Somehow I wish I could go back to my younger self. I feel there was more times when I wasn't always so upset and unhappy with life. I loved having my picture taken and now I despise every time my mother gets the camera and tries to take a picture of me. I desperately wish for my guy best friend back, to be always happy and smiling, helping my parents with stuff, having more energy, learning how to ride a bike without training wheels and so on. The list is just endless.

The reason I almost cried looking at some of these pictures is because I miss the memories I made as a kid and the friends I had. Looking at these pictures and some of the things I do I see my little sister because she acts the same way I did as a child. That just makes the pictures more emotional. Looking back at all these I know I'm not a little girl anymore. In 2 years I'll be able to drive and in 4 I'll be heading out to college to do something that I'm not even sure I want to do which is become a doctor. It scares me. 2 years I'll be a licensed driver, surely that should be fun, but why do these things scare me? I'm scared because I'm not so little anymore and I'm growing up way faster then what I had intended to. Driving is going to give me some freedom and I won't have to ask my mom to drive me every where which I love our drives together simply because we are so close. In 4 years I'll be leaving for college and I'm leaving my mom, dad, sister and brother behind, the people that I've been so close to for my whole life. That's mainly why it scares me.


Even though sometimes I wish for all the childhood back, when I truly think about it, I don't truly want it. If I hadn't acted the way I did and said what I said when I was little then I wouldn't be who I am today. Those things only made me stronger. Now going into high school I'm just nervous and scared, I'm ready for a new beginning and I feel that middle school really held that back for me. I'm ready to start all over and just live with the friends that I have now and have them as well as my family drive me through this so called journey of life.

Yours Truly,
Krissy

Ps: I've been really loving Nellie Veitenheimer's new song Lights and especially this line.
What is fair in this fake world of reality 
I am scared that you'll go home and forget about me 
Is it yet windy enough for the city to just blow you away 
Have you gathered enough facts for you and I to be okay 
If the high road is the road we must take 
Well instead I've now decided we don't need roads 
We'll float away 
It just makes so much sense to me.

The Glee Project

So, Yesterday was of course Tuesday. Something didn't feel right to me. Every Tuesday this summer I was devoted to watching The Glee Project. There were many times when I got upset with Ryan Murphy for sending someone home (Ex. Nellie, Charlie, Abraham, Tyler, Dani) Even though I really would've liked Aylin to win the show I do believe that everyone that got as far as they did had a chance to win.

So yesterday night when it was 10 pm I knew there was no Glee Project but I still felt there was after watching it the whole summer, I'm very proud of Blake and I think he's going to make a good character on glee because he can act, I'm just hoping he can harmonize with other people. (Romanticality week with Ally). I do feel however that this seasons cast of the show was much more relate able than season 1. I am still very inspired by people in the season one cast like Damian McGinty and Cameron Mithchell. Nellie, Tyler, Abraham, and Aylin all also inspire me because of their stories.



Now, the story behind my about me... I had gotten a chance to talk to both Abraham Lim and Tyler Ford on a tiny chat with some people from twitter it was indeed the best night of my life, it just felt real, ya know? like I was talking to them face to face even though we are so many miles away from each other. Abraham was who we talked to first and he had left and I was about to leave to because it was 12:00 in the morning but then Tyler popped up on the screen and I had to stay, It was a double feature for me. Tyler left to go make food but started doing a twit cam session and I wanted to see if I could get answers to my questions. He indeed responded to all of my twitter questions. One in particular was "Is it crazy to have dreams of selling out Madison Square Garden even at the age of 14," He had told me that it wasn't crazy, then he said look at Justin Bieber he wanted to sell out MSG and he did at the age of 16, so it's not crazy. I was in shock and so surprised it was the most amazing thing anyone has ever told me. Everyone else tells me it's a crazy dream but Tyler Ford doesn't think so. I think that's pretty amazing.

I'm done with this little ramble that doesn't really make sense but I'm hoping I'll get better at this blogging thing.
Yours Truly,
Krissy

Exciting News!

I am so pleased to announce that I now have a blog thanks to my lovely and dear friend Hannah. It was so nice of her to put my blog together. Never using a blog before in my life I had no idea how to set one up luckily she did. Anywho, I'd just thought that now having a blog would be easier to connect with people, respond back, and even open up on a more personal level. I thank everyone who watches my videos and I'll be posting more soon as well as trying to keep up with this blog because school starts for me in a week. 
Thanks, 

Krissy. 

Cover of Demi Lovato's 'Catch Me'

Hey everyone! I just wanted to post a link to my most recent cover of 'Catch Me' by Demi Lovato. My friend Hannah had asked me to cover it and I had also been planning on covering it, so I uploaded it. I'm really proud of this came out. Anyways, if you'd like to watch the video please click 'here'.

Thanks,

Krissy.