He didn't die he just took the midnight train going anywhere

Isn't it strange how most teenagers will obsess over a celebrity? Yet, we don't really realize how much it would effect us when they are gone? I heard so many things about Cory from the internet and most of his cast mates on twitter. He seemed like the nicest guy anyone could know. I wanted to meet him someday, and now I'll never get the chance. My heart brakes for his family, friends, cast mates, and Lea Michele. I couldn't imagine how hard it would be to loose a loved one so unexpectedly. He still had more of a life to live and he doesn't get that chance.

Honestly when I find out that Cory had passed I thought it wasn't true and then I went online to read it and I saw it all over news sites. Part of me is wishing to hear that this isn't happening and that it isn't true. I know though that things like this happen and they can't be undone. I feel so bad for Cory and I know that he was struggling with a substance addiction. When he checked out of rehab and he seemed to be doing so much better I thought he was going to be one of the ones that made it out of addiction alive. I think all of his fans thought so. Ever since I first saw Glee Cory was one of my favorites. I loved the way he acted on screen and I couldn't wait to see him in every episode. It is hard to loose an idol or inspiration but I still can't imagine what his family, and friends are going through.

I think it is just best to hang out to the idols and inspirations you have, one day you could wake up and just find out that they are gone, unexpectedly. I know that Cory is in a better place now, out of struggle, and safe from harm. We all just need to know that Cory will be looking down on all of his fans and seeing how much he actually changed their lives. Today, I'm going to remember Cory for the inspiration he gave me, and know that maybe God just needed a 6 ft 3 talented, nice, and inspirational Canadian.

Cory started of his Glee journey performing "Don't Stop Believing" and he ended it performing it. "He didn't die he just took the train going anywhere"

This is no longer just a scene from Glee 

June Music Favorites

I wanted to do this post on the first of June I just got so busy and didn't have time. I am however super glad to be writing it now!

Let's start off with a song that I can't get out of my head first
1.) Mirrors: Justin Timberlake
I never really listened to Justin Timberlake before but honestly after this song I don't know why I never did. I love this song and its amazing. It's been on repeat for me lately. It's my go to song for inspiration right now.

2.) Take Me or Leave Me: from the Broadway musical Rent and also the movie.
I love Broadway songs and I watched Rent and absolutely loved it and pretty much all of the songs in it. This song is just amazing and I could listen to it over and over again and never get tired of it. Honestly I feel that a lot of people don't like and or care for me anymore but this  song really makes me think just screw them. They can either take me for what I am, who I was meant to be or they can leave.

3.) The A Team: Ed Sheeran
This song is just beautiful. I think Ed is extremely talented. I never really listened to him much before, I knew of him but never took time to listen to him and boy was that a mistake. This song is truly beautiful and one of my favorites of all time now.

4.) Where We Used to Run: Landon Austin
What would a favorites be without something by the amazing Landon. I don't know why I am so obsessed with this song but I am and I have been since May. Is it time for a new favorite song? I don't think so. I really do love this song though and all the lyrics behind it as well. And of course I love Landon Austin because he is beyond talented ans you ha  to admit he's cute to(:

5.) I'll Cover You: Rent
This song and the emotion behind it is beautiful, I love it! I promise I won't go on a splurge of rent songs even though I really want to. It's a perfect love song.

6.) Brown Eyed Girl: Van Morrison
I have loved this song for a long time but haven't listened to it much until last month. I bought it on itunes and I just listened to it over and over again. It is one of those songs that I would love someone to sing to me someday. I just feel happy whenever I hear it and I don't even know why.

7.) Check Yes Juliet: We The Kings
I remember when I loved this song and I would listen to it everyday. I heard it on Pandora at the beginning of June and I just listened to it a lot throughout June. It is a really good song and I love it.

8.) Lightning: Alex Goot
I love this song and I used to listen to it a lot. Throughout June I did a lot listening to a lot of the music on my Ipod to fall asleep at night. I came across this song and I just listened to it a lot and I love Alex Goot, he is amazingly talented. Soon I would love to be able to see him in concert and actually meet him. I think the rest of this post should be dedicated to how adorable Alex looks in that tie.... hmm maybe we shouldn't do that.

9.) Fine by Me: Andy Grammer
I love all of the songs by Andy Grammer he is a great musician and I love hearing all of his songs they make me happy. I heard this song almost everyday on Pandora and I was alright with that. It is a great song and most of Andy Grammers music is.

10.) Summer Love: Luke Conard
I love love love Luke Conard. I have so much respect for him as a person and as a musician. He is one of the reasons I am making YouTube videos. This is cheating a little though, it came out around the end of June but oh well. I also just love this song! It truly is amazing, I think it's one of those songs that most people could relate to having a summer love and what not. Just being in love in general really. I am also super super super excited for Luke to be making his first professional studio album.

I really hope that you all enjoy this post and I will be doing another one the first of August for July. So stay tuned!! I am starting to be less busy so hopefully I will be able to start blogging more and staring more weekly or monthly things.